I’m starting to get really annoyed with myself recently.  I have gone into a bit of a ‘decluttering kick’.  This is a habit I have every so often which in there lies the problem.

I go through phases:

1. I don’t need to get any more things, I have enough
2. I want this new thing, let’s forget we don’t need new things, just get it
3. Guilt for buying the new thing when number 1 feeling rolls around again.

I feel ashamed and guilty of getting rid of things.  Why did I buy it?  I’m not sure.  One of the things that I am most annoyed about is make-up.  I’m not big into make-up but about a year ago I was addicted to the makeup subscription boxes.  I had about 5 on the go!  5!  As if I could use that much stuff which guess what?  I couldn’t!  So, it accumulated and is now being thrown away.  I think about the money, I think about the time, I think about the environment.

I am trying to change and I will change.  There is hope.

Emily