I’m starting to get really annoyed with myself recently. I have gone into a bit of a ‘decluttering kick’. This is a habit I have every so often which in there lies the problem.
I go through phases:
- I don’t need to get any more things, I have enough
- I want this new thing, let’s forget we don’t need new things, just get it
- Guilt for buying the new thing when number 1 feeling rolls around again.
I feel ashamed and guilty of getting rid of things. Why did I buy it? I’m not sure. One of the things that I am most annoyed about is make-up. I’m not big into make-up but about a year ago I was addicted to the makeup subscription boxes. I had about 5 on the go! 5! As if I could use that much stuff which guess what? I couldn’t! So, it accumulated and is now being thrown away. I think about the money, I think about the time, I think about the environment.
I am trying to change and I will change. There is hope.